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krishummel: So this is my mom, my mom died of cancer when i was 10. When ever i was 8 my mom was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. I can’t remember what stage she had but she had the surgery to remove her breast. Then I thought that was the end of it and i could have my mom back.. but it wasn’t. She was told that she had 4 months to live. I just remember my reaction as i got picked up by my dad who was crying in the drivers seat. I was always saying “dad what’s wrong?” my dad never cries.. very serious and proud man. Anyways i get home walk into the kitchen to see everyone crying . my grandpa my grandma my two uncles and my aunt. So yeah i cant remember anything from there on but they told me she was dieing. I remember saying to my mom atleast it’s “4 months not just 4 weeks”. i think with 2 months left in her life my mom came still came to my hockey tournament in niagra falls. she was there puking and all.. just to watch me play hockey. I knew that. I got 5 goals in the first period. This was one of many tournaments my mom has been to atleast 25 i’d say. i ended up with 7 goals and we lost in the finals in double overtime of a 1v1. But even thoe she was puking and felt like shit she came. Then i think 2 weeks after that she went delusional. She didnt know anything anymore and her memory was gone she didnt remember who i was and asked how the baby is. and i just realised that means of all things.. she was thinking of me. woow :’(. well then after awhile they just put her in bed and gave her medicine that would “not make her hurt anymore” so for about a full month my mom just lied in bed unconscious and basically dead. just a vegetable laying there.. i think that’s the part that really kills me. how it was all in my house and i watched all of the things happen. then the day she died tired my uncle mike just drove around for like 45 minutes crying and i was so clueless and i was in shock., my mom was my bestfriend.. i was one of those sheltered kids you know? those kids that think lifes all happy nothing bad usually happens and when it does it goes away shortly after. I can’t remember much anymore :\ I think my mind just forgot about it for my own good maybe. love you mom . These our some memories of the best mom ever <3

krishummel:

So this is my mom, my mom died of cancer when i was 10. When ever i was 8 my mom was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. I can’t remember what stage she had but she had the surgery to remove her breast. Then I thought that was the end of it and i could have my mom back.. but it wasn’t. She was told that she had 4 months to live. I just remember my reaction as i got picked up by my dad who was crying in the drivers seat. I was always saying “dad what’s wrong?” my dad never cries.. very serious and proud man. Anyways i get home walk into the kitchen to see everyone crying . my grandpa my grandma my two uncles and my aunt. So yeah i cant remember anything from there on but they told me she was dieing. I remember saying to my mom atleast it’s “4 months not just 4 weeks”. i think with 2 months left in her life my mom came still came to my hockey tournament in niagra falls. she was there puking and all.. just to watch me play hockey. I knew that. I got 5 goals in the first period. This was one of many tournaments my mom has been to atleast 25 i’d say. i ended up with 7 goals and we lost in the finals in double overtime of a 1v1. But even thoe she was puking and felt like shit she came. Then i think 2 weeks after that she went delusional. She didnt know anything anymore and her memory was gone she didnt remember who i was and asked how the baby is. and i just realised that means of all things.. she was thinking of me. woow :’(. well then after awhile they just put her in bed and gave her medicine that would “not make her hurt anymore” so for about a full month my mom just lied in bed unconscious and basically dead. just a vegetable laying there.. i think that’s the part that really kills me. how it was all in my house and i watched all of the things happen. then the day she died tired my uncle mike just drove around for like 45 minutes crying and i was so clueless and i was in shock., my mom was my bestfriend.. i was one of those sheltered kids you know? those kids that think lifes all happy nothing bad usually happens and when it does it goes away shortly after. I can’t remember much anymore :\ I think my mind just forgot about it for my own good maybe. love you mom .

These our some memories of the best mom ever <3